News Update!
I've not updated any of my websites in a very long time because of being too sick to do so.  Now I have some good news for a change.

Disclaimer: Aside from divine intervention, there is no cure of cancer, there are however treatments for it, some work and some don't.

This is one of the most exciting news updates I've been able to share.  After a visit to the emergency room I was given 6 months at best to live by one of my doctors and another that indicated I likely wouldn't make it through another year.  I was a complete basket case.  My abdomen full of poison cancer filled fluid.  My intestacies covered with cancer.

A friend of mine sent me a message about a man named Joe Tippins and a link to his YouTube video of how he was also being treated by MD Anderson and how his cancer went nuts and they couldn't help him.  A friend of his who was a veterinarian told him how he treated a dog with worms who he knew had cancer and how the cancer went away.  He had nothing to lose by trying it.  So I asked my doctor and he said the same thing so here we are.

I was knocking on death's door with no energy to fight back and seemingly out of the blue someone hands this info to me.  For $21 you can go to the store or order online a drug called Panacur-C that can effectively treat cancer tumors at home.  Joe's cancer was non small cell carcinoma.  Mine is Mesotheloma and both are considered untreatable cancers by the medical cartel.  They don't care about saving your life, they care about making money on our suffering until we die.

MD Anderson had a full year to give me a miracle and while I now know they had the solution and refused to help me by telling me I found it with the help of God and a few friends.

They drained 4.8 ltrs. of nasty brown fluid from my abdomen, about 12 lbs.  on the last trip down there and I was thankful to get that out of me.  What I didn't tell them is I took three doses of fenbendazole before I went down there for that.  They send me updates telling me now the cancer wasn't growing when they took those samples.  I know why it wasn't growing, but at that time wasn't real sure.  After about a month of self medication using this drug that is commonly sold as a dog and animal wormer, the tumors on my side and back have reduced almost half the size they were when MD Anderson gave up on me just last month.  Once again I can eat and do things and if something had not change for me for the better I wouldn't be here updating this page.

My wife, friends and I have sorted through a mountain of information about things that kill cancer and we've tried quite a few to find out that some do help kill cancer but unless you can cut of the cancer's food supply, sugar, that it can and often will grow faster than you can kill it.  Fenbendazole not only cuts off the food supply to the cancer cells it also causes the body to release enzymes that do nothing but kill cancer.  You would think this is so clever it had to have been designed for this purpose, but it wasn't, it was discovered by accident!  Some of the greatest discoveries are discovered by accident.  Then in combination with other things that kill cancer cells you have a fighting chance.

There's quite a bit more to my story and how I came by this knowledge and I'm somewhat surprised after all the searching I've done myself that I didn't find this on YouTube myself, but I didn't, I had to have some help from God and some faithful friends.  Now I have some hope to live a bit longer.  There are spiritual things involved and messages from spirit / Holy Spirit of God that were helpful.  I hope to post those somewhere on the site soon.  So much that I need to do, I'm so far behind on everything.  I've got people calling me asking me how I'm beating the cancer because either they or someone they know has cancer.  It's hard to keep up with everything.

Most who visit my websites regularly are aware that I am stage 4 cancer.  That I take treatments every three weeks at MD Anderson in Houston, TX.  That I'm either gone or feeling bad so much of the time my websites sufferer.  There are those out there who hate the messages on my sites and none more than this one since it flies in the face of their own religious beliefs.  This site was attacked and all but wiped out and I wasn't aware of it, I don't know when exactly this happened.  The secured version of this site was also hit.  The pages were gone!  I'm not a pro at understanding website security or running a website though I've done it for years I learn as I go.  How they hit both my unsecured site and my secure site is beyond me.  I had to do some tweaking to get my laptop website software to access the right websites to restore this site but did manage it.  I remember I was working to update and fix this site before I had a round of not feeling like doing anything.  Every day is a battle to keep going and some days I don't do anything but rest, watch TV and sleep.

Since chemo and surgery didn't stop the cancer, it returned twice, that made me eligible for entering the cancer trials at MD Anderson.  I have some new stories I could share about how the most advanced cancer hospital in the world works and how trials are done.   People from all races and religions from all over the world go to MD Anderson for help.  Everyone's been nice to us there, we all have one thing in common.  We are fighting for our lives against cancer.  I've lost relatives and friends since all this began.  I have a novel I desperately need to finish Ember Reign book 4 "Star Dancer" that is in the final stages of writing.  The last CT scan showed the cancer growing slowly again and it has become evident to me it makes no difference how they kill the cancer it's going to return, so there's no point suffering while in treatment.  The good news is the treatments they are giving me are immune therapy and they don't make me sick but do make me fatigued.  The treatment stopped the cancer for awhile then it started growing again.  The trial people said if the cancer grows to 20% of it's size since we started the treatments they will switch me to another trial treatment to see how that works against my cancer.  Best they can do is stop it from growing and that requires our efforts to watch the diet and take care of myself to prevent the cancer from growing best I can, which is an every day challenge.

I currently have 3 full length Ember Reign novels and two short stories on Kindle books.  The three full length novels are also in print but all are downloadable.  Anyone who's on Kindle unlimited can download and read them all for free.  I'm working off and on the 4th book in that series and I need to finish it because it seems clear this cancer isn't going to go away as much as we would all like that.

I still do my best to help people who write asking for help and my heart goes out to all of them.  My prayers for their safety and well being are important.

Just finished the 5th round of chemo and didn't think it could get worse than what I had experienced so far.  Boy was I ever wrong.  I began puking while in the chemo chair and puked frequenctly without sleep and without eating until last night Sat. morning I should say at 12:30am.  One more round of chemo to go, if it doesn't kill me first.

Two rounds of chemo down another one coming up.  It keeps me sick for about 10 days then I get to recover some then they hit me with it again.  4 more rounds to go.

I have Mesothelioma cancer.  I've had 4 rounds of really nasty chemo and half my right lung removed.  There is no cure for this kind of cancer.  They can chemo you until there's no longer any sign of the cancer and 6-12 months later it returns.  Yes it's returned and I'm set to do more chemo starting August 29th.  They are changing the type of chemo using something new this time they think will kill the cancer off faster without having such bad side effects.

They watch me every so many months and when it shows up again they hit me again with the chemo, that's how it works.  Everyone who gets this kind of cancer will eventually die from it, some faster than others depending on which type of Mesothelioma it is.  I have the slower growing form of it which is why my doctors have been able to keep me alive until now.

Pain is a constant companion.  I try to do my work but I can see how I'm going to need to retire from the video production business that I've done for so many years.  Chemo makes me sick, my mind disengages and I can't think to work.  Being sick, unable to sleep or eat and always being tired goes along with it.

I've been working on Ember Reign book 4, I hate to leave things unfinished.  Very likely it will be the last in the Ember Reign series.  Writing is mind intensive and wears me out fast.  Once they start the new round of chemo I won't be able to write during that time.  6 rounds of chemo each spaced 3 weeks apart.  Then it takes about 6 months to get where I can function halfway at best.

I do a lot of praying and God knows well what a mess I'm in but hasn't shown much interest in giving me a full cure.  Guiding my doctors seems to be about all He's been doing and I'll take what I can get, along with all the prayers I can get.

My good friend Billy Dale woke up one morning with new life threatening health issues of his own.  So many of my friends are sick with things there are no cures for.

I had two computers crash in the past 3 months and my main work computer that was a brand new custom build.  We ordered parts and got three bad mother boards in a row along with two bad sets of RAM.  There was no logical explanation for it yet it happened keeping me without my main computer for over a month.  The moment we got it running my laptop went belly up and it had just been rebuilt with a brand new 1T SSD drive.  The man at the computer shop said "They work great until they don't."  He explained that when they do fail it's something in the power section of the unit and there's no fixing it.  There's no recovering anything from it and they fail without warning which is exactly what happened here.  I lost important files, I lost important E-mails and more.  My last backup was more than a month old and it wouldn't restore.  Windows 10 didn't recognize it as being a backup.  I finally had to reinstall Windows 10 from scratch then made a new disk image of it then put the old disk image into that folder in order to trick Windows 10 restore into recognizing it as being a backup for that laptop.  It was a long shot but it worked.

Let's face it no one can have that many malfunctions in a row, no one except me I guess.

I called in to a live psychic medium radio show a few days ago and told the guest psychic medium Vickie Gay a powerful night vision I had just to get her thoughts on it.  She told me I was in contact with higher beings and they was telling me of things to come.  Then she said "It's like something has been knocking you down, trying to slow you down so they hurt you to prevent you from doing your job."  I had that feeling all ready but it was nice to have it verified by someone else.  Vickie Gay is not an occult psychic medium she is a Christian psychic medium.  This is something the normal religious world is not able to understand or accept.  The fact that God's special people have special abilities is beyond their thinking because of their inability to comprehend how spirit works.  The prophets of God spoke to spirits, they dealt with them but they did not worship them as the occult do.

I just got my web editor working again and I'm trying to do several jobs now but wanted my visitors here to know I'm back for the time being.

I've been answering messages several per day from people who are dealing with serious entities and spiritual problems.

Sometimes I don't get to all of them in a day but if you sent me a message be sure I'm working my way toward it slowly but surely.  If you thing maybe I didn't get the message send it again because I have mail filters and email program problems I'm dealing with at this time.

Remember I'm here to help if I can, that's what I do.  I don't charge for what I do to help people but I do have other jobs that need my attention as well.  I can't do everything at once but often work back and forth between two jobs at the same time.

I'm working to get all my Ember Reign novels in print and working on the websites that go along with them.

The new site is coming along nicely.  Putting everything where it goes, editing and adding new content is challenging and time consuming.

I write novels, shoot and edit video productions, I do paranormal investigations generally to help people with problems of that kind.  I run 11 websites and I do stay busy.  Some days I spend all day answering messages from people concerning these subjects and I don't charge anyone anything.  I only ask they are civil with me and follow my rules.  If they have a legitimate question I will do my best to answer it.

Finishing this new site may take all year since as I said I do other things.  I'm trying to work on a page here every day.  The old site is so big I get lost in it.  I want the pages right when I finish them and move to another page and it all takes time.

When I write a novel I generally spend a year writing and another editing before I hand it over to my editor and let her edit it for another 6 months.  Any published author will tell you the editing is never done but sooner or later you must stop and call it finished.

Those who are accessing the new editing of this site I'm asking them to keep an eye out for mistakes or things that might be added and let me know.  My eyes are not good as they once were and I use a spelling checker that I can't read well so sometimes I get an auto "correct" that is a mistake.  Sometimes my eyes read what should be there instead of what is there.  One wrong word in a critical place can ruin the message.  For example, 'God intended' or 'God did not intend', the wrong one won't work.  I say "take me for what I mean not what I say" sometimes. :-)

Thank you.