Charismatic Catholic Church

The third church I got kicked out of

A friend of mine was also on a quest to find the truth and would go from one church to another nearly every weekend.  He took me to a Charismatic Catholic Church one Sunday night.  The definition of that is it is like a Pentecostal Catholic church.  Catholic's were trying to get back to God but refusing to turn loose of their Catholic religious bonds that held them fast.  While they were having a sharing they asked me if I had any spiritual experiences I would like to share with them so I told them about my experience with the Shadow of Death.  Their leader politely told my friend that I was possessed by a demon and that he should never again bring me there to that church.  When the Pentecostals believe someone is possessed by a demon they will at least pray for you laying on hands and praying in spirit to the Father for help.  These people on the other hand were not interested in helping anyone they were only interested in the feeling the Holy Spirit could give them as they received it like a drug.  Can you imagine what it is like for someone who only had the spirits of religion for years then suddenly to discover there really is a Holy Spirit that can make a difference in their lives?  A real Holy Spirit that can enter a person and they can really feel it moving inside them!  They knew the Catholic Church had not told them or taught them the truth about these things so they moved off and began their own church trying to bridge what they had from the Catholic religion over into what they had discovered from the Holy Spirit while God was trying to free them of their religious bondage.  Once they received the Holy Spirit they knew it was real but they refused to listen to it and to release the bonds that had been placed upon them by the Catholic religion.  They refused to play their religion and everything else on the alter before God and ask Him for the truth.  If they had they wouldn't have been holding onto God with one hand and their former religious bondage with the other.  The moment their religious leader discovered what a powerful experience God had given me to share with them the spirit of religion inside of him felt threatened by my presence.  He knew that I would tell his people things that would release them from that spirit of religion and allow their spirits to fully communicate with God.  He knew that spirit would try to release them from their bondage and he wasn't about to have that happen because he wanted to maintain complete control over those people.  He wanted them to experience the Holy Spirit as he had done but he refused to allow God to be in charge of his church for fear that God would take away his influence over those people.  He also knew by watching the faces of those who heard my story they were hungry for the truth and they knew I was telling them the truth.  He knew I wasn't possessed by a demon either and praying for me wouldn't help his situation at all because there was no demon in me but spirits of religion that held him bound were threatened.  So he lied and told my friend that I was possessed by a demon and told my friend never to bring me back there again.

This is how one method the devil uses to prevent God's messages from reaching the people.  If someone discovers some truth that sets them free from one particular bondage the devil will quickly rush in with other spirits of religion to prevent that person from becoming truly set free by the Holy Spirit of God.  It's a path people walk in their lives and the moment the Holy Spirit comes into a person's life the devil, the dragon is always working to prevent that person from being as powerful in the spirit as they can be.  Those who fight their way through to the end become the Elite of God who are mentioned in Revelation 14.  The devil is very afraid of them because they will not follow anyone but God and they have great power in the spirit.

So now you see these Catholics were being set free by the Holy Spirit and they were discovering the truth about so many things the Catholic religion had held from them and had even lied to them about.  Then here comes the devil in the name of God and by the sprit of religion to control these people and keep them bound separate from the Catholic church hoping to avoid infecting others of the Catholic church with the spirit of truth about the Holy Spirit but also preventing them from reaching out to God for their full spiritual freedom.  These are things God was teaching through experiences and then explaining to me in night visions.  These are not things I could have learned by some instant divine revelation.  There are some things you just can't learn by being told about them, you must experience them yourself and then ask God to explain it for you.

Another Southern Baptist Church

The fourth church I was kicked out of.

Still searching for a church where I felt I could belong and still not fully understanding what God was trying to teach me I continued to search.  I found another little Southern Baptist church out in the country and began going there.  I went to one of their weekly Bible discussions and during the discussion someone mentioned something in the Bible that I had all ready researched and was aware that it was a mistranslation.  I informed the group that I had searched the Strong's concordance and gave them the correct translation for these particular verses.  I mentioned the place in the Bible where demons and Lilliaths were translated as wild animals and owls.  The next Sunday night the moment my girlfriend and I entered the building we felt a chill in the air that we recognized was a bad spirit instantly.  A few moments later the preacher called me in front of the entire church to humiliate me.  He said that one of the Bible study group members had told him what I had said about the Bible having mistranslations in it and told me that if I ever spoke bad of the Bible again that would be the end of me coming to their church.  Instantly the Holy Spirit inside me spoke to reveal what God had been trying to teach me all those years about how the devil created the known religions as they are today.  He showed me how the devil had bound the people up and prevented them from receiving their salvation because of the improper practice of physical acts.  Meaning the devil got people to focus on the physical and caused them to miss the spiritual things God really wanted us to understand and to receive.

I learned this Southern Baptist church like the previous one I had been literally chased out of taught that the Bible was "The Living Word of God."  To them pointing out a mistranslation in the Bible was like calling God a liar and they were not going to stand for it.  These people didn't have the Holy Spirit of God they had the spirit of religion and were lost without even realizing it.  They pray frequently but never hear God speaking back to them so when the spirits of religion would speak to them in their hearts and minds they mistook it to be the Holy Spirit of God speaking to them.

Over the next year or so God showed me many things about my calling and how I would serve Him by exposing these lies.  He showed me the difference between praying through your mouth and praying in the spirit.  Praying by your mouth is just words into the air but praying in the spirit through the Holy Spirit that Christ created and gave to His children was the same as praying to the Father in the name of Jesus.  He showed me how so very many things He taught were symbolic of spiritual things and the symbols themselves had no real value except to teach people the understanding of the spiritual counterpart.  He showed me the difference in these things are the reasons why He spoke in parables and symbolic languages.  He showed me how and why dreams are a dark language that also use symbols for this very reason.  He taught me to understand the terminology and understanding between the "Inspired Word of God" and the "Living Word of God."

Why I Have No Church Home Yet

What churches did I find the spirit of God in?

I went from one church to another and have no idea how many different churches I went to over the years but God would show me them in dreams and then I would just get up and follow where the Spirit of God lead me on different days and on Sundays and whenever the spirit moved me.  God had kept me separated from them so that I could see and learn without being influenced by them which churches were closer to God than others.  What I learned was the Pentecostal churches were far closer to God than all others I had ever seen.  The Holy Spirit there is the real thing and not just some spirit of religion trying to control the people.  I never once got kicked out of a Pentecostal church for any reason.  I felt so completely at home in all of them that I went to that I would have stayed except for one thing, God didn't want me to.  Why not?  Because He wanted me to be able to truthfully write this for you without saying I had been influenced by the Pentecostal churches to say the things I say here.  I'm not talking about all Pentecostal churches but the ones I went to, the ones God lead me to.  I am aware of snake charmer Pentecostals who are so far off the mark because they dare God to prove to them they are saved by placing themselves in harm's way.  God said don't tempt Him or test him in those ways and there are some who do.  They do this for the adrenalin rush it gives them as they mistake this feeling to be the Holy Spirit guiding them, but it is not.  I am aware of another radical Pentecostal church that instead of praying for someone's salvation they literally beat the devil out of a man and someone called the Police to come break up their church one Sunday morning.  At that time I worked on police radios and overheard the commotion on a police scanner.  They had to have E.M.T.s in an ambulance to come take the poor man to the hospital.  The devil uses these out of control so called Pentecostal churches to drive people away from and prevent new comers from going to the real Pentecostal churches that are of God.  I don't recommend going to any of these extreme so called Pentecostal churches but I'm talking about the regular Pentecostal churches most commonly found around the country.  The Assembly of God churches are a basic down to earth Pentecostal church where anyone should do well.  Evangel Temple and Tabernacles are also Pentecostal churches.  Tent revivals are usually lead by a Pentecostal missionary minister of the Gospel and usually these ministers have special abilities and a very special calling which is why they travel as they do.  I love a good old fashion tent revival.  People pray in the spirit and people get healed.

Of all the churches in the world the devil hates the spirit filled Pentecostals the most.  He can't stop them so he does his best to defame them through these radical churches he is able to worm his way inside of.  Just don't believe everything you see or hear because the truth is out there and so is the devil doing everything he can to muck up things for us.  You may like to read this page that I have included about this subject.  "A Church Home or Not?"  It contains more information and includes things this segment of the website does not talk about.

Seventh Day Adventists

Churches who are bound by the laws!

Remember that friend of mine who I mentioned who took me to the Charismatic Catholic church?  He was on a quest to find him a church home to and went to all kinds of different churches and sometimes he would find one that caught his attention and then he would come take me to see what I thought about them.  The world is fairly full of churches who find some "letter of the written word" they want to hold onto as if it sets them aside giving them the illusion they are special in God's eyes.  The anti-instrument Church of Christ holds to the farce that just by not putting instruments inside their churches they are avoiding the wrath of God mentioned in the end of the last chapter of the book of Revelation.  They say if it's not in the New Testament then it can't be inside the church building.  So they leave the instruments out and install their P.A. systems, their big screen projection systems and tons of other things that were not mentioned in the New Testament either.  They do not realize what they have done and how God sees this.  They have created a situation that only applies to those who do these things.  Just as Jesus told the Pharisees they would not be guilty but since they say they see then they shall also be judged accordingly.  What that means is if they had not hung up on that "letter of the law" thing the rest of the things they put in their church wouldn't be held against them.  Since they say they understand they must not add things to their church building they will also be held accountable for everything else they did under that same pretense.  They strain at a gnat and swallow a camel.

Now this friend I mentioned began taking me to the Seventh Day Adventists churches and instantly the Holy Spirit inside of me recognized these as religions who had done something very similar to that of the anti-instrument Churches of Christ.  These churches hold into one single day of the week as if it were holy not understanding why the scriptures said to keep the Sabbath day holy.  When ask what day was better in the Bible the children were told that some hold one day over another and some worshiped on Saturday while others worshiped on Sunday (first day of the week) while others held all days as being alike and worshiped any time they felt the spirit move them to do so.  The first answer is let them worship on the day they choose because the second answer is all days are alike for those who really have the Holy Spirit of God.  The problem is when people hold onto one day as being more important than another.  In doing this they are like the anti-instrument Churches and because of this they will fail to understand why God said to remember the Sabbath day and to keep it holy.  They strain at a gnat and swallow a camel.  In a huge building filled with perhaps several thousand people I did not sense one person there who had the Holy Spirit of God within them.  What I sensed was a building with a lot of people who had the spirits of religion.  The Holy Spirit with me said basically "get out of here as fast as you can."

God doesn't care if you go to church on Saturday or Sunday or Wednesday or Monday.  You want to know what the deal is about the Sabbath day and why it is to be kept holy?  You will need to also understand the Sabbath day is in fact God's days and times and not ours.  The earth was recreated by God in Seven of His days, not seven of our days.  If you read the creation story in the book of Genesis you will note that no mater what God did the day was not over until the job was done.  This is why the prophet said "a day to the Lord is like a thousand years and a thousand years is like a day."  Now the prophet was only giving you some idea that God's days were not our days but he did not intend for you to take him literally on every point of consideration.  What they are saying is it doesn't make any difference to God what our days are or if it takes God a thousand years or a million years to accomplish something, when He gets done with a certain phase of His work then it is one day.  The process of His work here on earth now is nearing the end of a phase and we are now living in the "Sabbath" or "Seventh" day of the Lord.  These days that we live in should be kept holy and everyone who is God's child should pray to God continually keeping their lamps lit for the time that is to come without warning.  It is very sad to know that so many will have hung up on the importance of a single day of the week and missed the Holy Spirit so far because of it.  Every time this happens the devil laughs and knows he has beaten large numbers of people who would have been saved had they only known the truth.  Every time God sends someone to help those poor misguided people the devil rises up among them with a "righteous wrath" and a "holy war" and either kills the prophets God sends to them or tries to.  This is exactly the same spirits and same battle between Jesus Christ and the religious leaders of His day and time that had Jesus put to death.  Don't think for a moment they are gone.  They are not gone, only the faces have changed but the spirits are the same and their intentions are still very much the same.  They intend to derail, sidetrack, and completely mislead those who are trying to find their way into the light of the "Living Truth."

During this time in my life God was teaching me constantly about these things and I spent a lot of time in spirit with angels who wrote messages to me showed me page after page of messages from God.  They sang messages to me one after another.  They told me to warn this friend of mine to literally run from the Seventh Day Adventists and I told him.  I even wrote him word for word some of the things that angels said to me and he said I was crazy and lost and bound for hell.  I wonder if he would have said those things if he had seen the angels that I saw and heard God speak to him the way God speaks to me.  The spirits of that religion had all ready grasped him by the mind and had full control over him, there was nothing else I could do to help him.

The Man of Brass

A powerful night vision

One of the powerful night visions that God sent to me concerning these religions that I have mentioned is the one I call the Man of Brass.  In this powerful night vision I was in a building like an old brick building in some large city.  Several floors up I found a big room full of people who were having a big party.  I flew above them wondering what the big deal was and I could hear them worshiping the man of gold.  I heard them sing and wondered what this man of gold was about.  Finally I saw him come from a room and began dancing and singing around the people delivering his message of deception to them which they believed.  I saw he was not a man of gold at all but only a being of polished brass.  I began to tell the people the man of gold had lied to them and they went crazy and wanted to kill me.  I then said I would prove to them he was only brass and the man of brass attacked me.  We fought a terrible fight and finally I knocked him right out through the wall.  He had no power over me except to infuriate the people toward me.  I looked out the window to see where he had fallen but he was not on the ground.  Suddenly his face appeared in the wall laughing at me and I struck at him knocking him back time and time again but he would move back then reappear somewhere else.  Finally when he did not return I looked around and most of the people that had been in that room were gone.  I saw an iron staircase leading upward toward a door.  This staircase looked like a fire escape.  I began to climb it and as I was about half way up suddenly my feet began to hurt with terrible pain.  I looked down and saw I was climbing a staircase with steps made of razor sharp metal and I had no shoes.  Suddenly I felt something biting at my hands and I saw poison spiders biting me and began to brush them off.  I knew I was going to die and the one thing that I had to do was reach that door at the top of the stairs and get to the other side, which I did.  On the other side of that door is a very long hallway and angels who looked very much like humans.  I fell to the floor and lay there and as I was dying one of the angels leaned down to me and said she wanted to show me something.  Then I left my body even in the night vision and she took me to see an angle choir that was so massive that I could not see the end of it.  Angels standing several rows high like on a huge stadium bleachers and as far as the eye could see.  They were singing a song that literally lifted my spirit into the air it was so beautiful.  Then the angel asked me if I wanted to stay with them now, in this place in heaven where the music is always playing and there's nothing quite as sweet then it would be as I desired.  At that moment I was once again dead in real life and being given a choice by an angel of God.  I thought and considered the wonders I had seen and the fight that I had fought to be there then I said "It is more important for me to tell the people what I have witnessed.  I know I will return here now when I do die for the last time."  The angel smiled and the next thing I knew I was back in my body in the hallway looking up at angels standing all around me.  They lifted me up from the floor and brushed me off.  The next thing I knew I was waking up again back in my body with a message once again from God and from the angels of God.

What was God showing me?  He was showing me that my fight on earth was going to be a very painful one and that in the end I would die and return to heaven.  He was showing me there would be angels all around me during my life and this is not the only time He has revealed this to me.  He was showing me the man of religion the people worship on the earth and how that man of religion has deceived them into thinking he is of great value when in fact he is nothing but polished brass.  He was showing me this was a very big part of my calling to deliver a message to those who think they are saved when they are not.  To warn them the time is very near and fast upon them and their time is running out.

How Do You Know For Certain If You Are Saved?

First thing you need to understand is the devil will tell you that you are saved when you are not and he will make you think it's God talking to you when it's not.  People who have never heard the voice of the One True God often mistake the urgings and voices of religion as if they were the voices of God.  Anyone who has ever really heard the voice of God will not mistake it.  Meaning there are a lot of people who have heard the voices of religion and think they are saved when they are not and that's what this is about.  The spirits of religion say "Don't question your salvation you might loose it!"  But the only thing you have to loose are the spirits of religion.  The thing you have to gain is the Holy Spirit of God and true keys to Heaven.  The only ones who are concerned about questioning their salvation are the ones who are filled with the spirits of religion.  People who have the Holy Spirit of God who know they are saved won't blink an eye over it.

For those who say I'm causing you to doubt your salvation I say "If you are saved then you may have heard God call your name and you know His voice and you know you are saved."  To these no one can cause them to doubt their salvation because they know it is assured to them by God who has called them by His Voice and by their own name leaving no shadow of a doubt in their mind they are saved.  To those who have never heard God's voice I say to you that "you have good reason to doubt your salvation.  Get on your knees and pray to God until He speaks to you.  Put everything on the alter of God and fast and pray and don't stop until God answers you and tells you what you need to do.  The only thing you have to loose by trying this is an eternity in hell."  Don't waste one moment of your time being mad at me for exposing the truth to you because you don't have time to waste.  The great battle between the forces of light and the forces of darkness is in full swing and getting more intense as the days go by.  It will continue to increase until the Lord of Light actually returns to claim His prize which is the One True Church and his Bride.  (And it isn't the Catholic "C"hurch either.)

"Take Up Your Cross and Follow Me"

There is something very important that everyone who is a child of God needs to understand.  Anyone who has the Holy Spirit of Christ in them and that spirit not being bound will stand up and serve the Lord with unusual courage, knowledge and wisdom they will also offend those bound by spirits of religion frequently.  Jesus said "Take up your cross and follow me."  What do you think He was telling us?  If we who have the Holy Spirit of Christ within us do as we are told by Him we will do what Jesus did and will meet the very same resistance and ridicule that He faced and dealt with.  This ridicule and resistance does not come from the sinners it comes from those who claim to be from and of God when they are not.  Jesus freely associated with all kinds of sinners and was condemned for it by those of religious thinking.  Jesus was not welcomed by the religious leaders of His time and most of His special Prophets will not be welcomed by them today.  We will find the religious minded who under the control of Satan the great dragon who lives inside of religion wanting to kill us just as he did Jesus and those who were his friends.  If Christ lives within you unbound and allowed to function and express God's messages you will be treated as He was treated and you will soon learn who the builders are who rejected the Chief Cornerstone.  You will find them inside the churches now as much and even more than ever.  You will find a lot of them dressed in long fancy robes and praying just as Jesus said.  "They speak of me with their mouths but their hearts are far from me."  The even more serious truth to this is that if you are not being persecuted by the religious minded then there's a very good chance you are not doing your job as a Christian.  If those of serious religious intent are content with you then get on your knees and pray to God that He will show you where you went wrong.  If the anti-instrument, Catholic, Southern Baptists, Charismatic Catholic, or snake charmer churches like you, then you should fear for you immortal soul and ask God what you should do.  There are churches full of people who think they are saved when they are not and they are not likely to hear it from you or me.  But sometimes one out of several thousand will be touched by God's spirit and move them to seek the answers, to find the truth and these are the ones you must look for because their churches and their religious leaders and even their friends can not help them.  These are the people I am here to help and I am not alone there are others who God has called who are just like me and if you pray for help God will lead you to them.  If you are there called to help then God will lead them to you.

My Brother's Airplane Crash

God speaks in dreams. A prophetic dream.

All my life I have had powerful informative dreams.  God actually speaks to me in dreams now and then using words I can quote and identifying Himself as God.  Sometimes He appears as my father in dreams but even in that form I know who He is.  Now and then I would have dreams about people dying and when I would tell these dreams and then someone would die it was somewhat unsettling not only to those who I told but to me.

At this time in my life I was living at the airport where I lived in my trailer and worked at the airport.  I had a powerful night vision that made me mad.  I saw my brother hand me a plate of fish bones.  The skeleton of a fish was on that plate and I didn't like what I saw one bit.  One week later I returned from a trip to town to discover the dream had come true.  My brother's airplane had crashed only a few yards from my trailer.  In my dream I was facing west, in my trailer I slept facing west.  In my dream my brother came to me from the west with the plate of fish bones.  In the crash his airplane was moving directly toward my trailer from the west.  They said his chances were not good.  His back was broken and he had serious nerve damage.  I'm not even going to describe all the details just believe me the doctors didn't expect him to live.

The fact the dream came true in just a week is amazing enough as sad as it is but my Brother didn't die.  If you have not all ready figured out the symbols of my brother handing me a plate of fish bones then you should understand it was a message from God about my brother and that fish is a symbol of a human being.  Just as Jesus said "I will make you fishers of men," you should also understand that fish is a human symbol.  A plate of fish bones is the same as saying either the death or skeleton of a man or person.  Had it not been for all of our prayers to God on my brother's behalf and God then granting him another chance to fulfill his calling to train missionary pilots then I'm fairly sure he would not have survived.

God restored my brother's health enough that he was able and more than willing to do what God had called him to do even if it meant giving up everything else in his life.  There are so very many misconceptions about the callings of God and there are certain people who God calls who can run but can not hide.  My brother is one of those people and I am another.  This is why I say to us who can hear and communicate on a two way bases with God it is critical that we do not follow anyone else's interpretations of what God wants for us in our lives.  Only God can tell us what He wants us to do.  You can't come tell us that God himself established your church and then tell me that if I don't get with the program and join your church that God will be mad at me.  I even had one Catholic fellow tell me that when I get to heaven and knock on the gate that Saint Peter won't even know who I am.  Telling that man I have been in the spirit and to heaven on several occasions and have talked with the angels and was reassured that's where I would return to didn't have any effect on his narrow minded religious concepts.  Telling him that God calls me by my name had no effect on his inability to comprehend was I was telling him.  God doesn't even recognize the names of the people who are not saved and does not speak to them in that respect.  This man had never heard God call him by his name and has no idea what what he's preaching or how much he has been deceived by his own religion.  He has no idea how his religious leaders will be held accountable for the deceptions they have taught for 2000 years.  When people turn their backs on God, God just does not talk with them.  He will not guide them or lead them.  Read your Bibles!  See what happened when people didn't obey what God told them to do.  So when they say God is leading them you better question it, you better test it out good because there's trouble there.  Yes someone is leading them but it's not God.

God had called my brother to serve him but when my brother decided to go ahead with his own business plans God dropped the bomb shell on him and put a screechingg halt to his life and all of his plans.  My brother and his wife both knew what it was about and when my brother repented of his transgression God allowed him to live and to fulfill his calling.  Don't ever take God's callings for granted.  Don't even think that everyone who is called can just do what they think God wants them to do because it isn't so.  Read your Bible and find out what happened to the Prophets of God who didn't follow His instructions to the letter.  The Bible has numerous accounts from being swallowed by fish to being killed by a lion.  People who God calls by His voice and by their name are very special people to God and they will serve Him exactly as He directs them to OR ELSE!  Jonah found out it was better to be killed by an angry mob who God had sent him to preach to than to have God after him.  He repented for 3 full days in the belly of a big fish before being puked up and then having to go preach to people who he feared would kill him anyway.  You go back and read my first full blown vision and see what God said to me then think it over real hard.  Either I'm the craziest person on the planet or I'm telling the truth and if I'm telling the truth then look out, there really is a God and He means business.  My brother sort of ran from him to and so did I and I told you about being dead and how I was returned to tell my story.  I didn't tell you how many times I died or how many times I could have been dead and the angels of God rescued me but take my word for it it's several times and not just once or twice.  God waited for me patiently to come to my senses and I hit the end of my line just like so many do who God has called.  I realized that God would take everything He had given me back if I did not come to my senses and do what He was telling me to do.  I'm more like Jonah than any other prophet I think because I would rather avoid the tribulations of trying to deal with the religious minded of the world and just let them burn.  If I open my mouth and say what God tells me to say I get in trouble and I don't like trouble at all.  So when I say things that offend people believe me it is not by my own choice that I say these things.

My brother on the other hand grew up in the same churches I did and was told and taught the same things I was.  He was also bound in the spirit to believe that God doesn't talk to people anymore.  But he knew very well that God was calling him and he set out on a path and started several Christian churches along the way.  Nearly every place he and his wife lived they were willing to open their doors to their friends and neighbors and preach and teach the Bible.  I have very good reason to believe that numerous people were saved because of his efforts but God had a much greater calling for him.  God called him to train missionary pilots.  God showed him to paint the airplanes black and white and put a white dove on the doors.  At the same time unbeknownst to him God had called another man and wife to build an airport for the purpose of training the missionary pilots and told him to name it "Dove Field."  Not one thing that happened was a coincidence, it was all well planed by God.  You will find them just south of Iron Mountain Lake in the state of Missouri.  You will find them on the web at http://www.christianwings.org .  You will find them involved in a day to day effort to help missionaries fulfill their calling to reach the darkest most Godless places on the planet where people hunger to hear the word and good news of Jesus Christ being taught.

God Speaks In Other Ways Through Real Life Messages

Number 12:6 clearly indicates that God has a voice and does speak with certain people clearly and with Moses he spoke clearly and face to face.  While God was scolding Aaron and Merriam He was speaking to them by his voice while standing in a cloud in the doorway of their tent.  This was a voice they had never heard or experienced before.  But God said He made Himself known to His Prophets first in a vision (which is a frightening real experience) and then speaks with them in dreams which are a dark symbolic language.  It's dark if God isn't speaking to them by voice in a night vision yes but God has many ways of speaking to His people and to His Prophets.  He literally hides His messages in clear sight quite frequently in fact.

Back when I was trying so hard to find a church home and God was showing me time and time again the churches didn't want anything to do with him.  If they didn't want anything to do with God then certainly they wouldn't want anything to do with someone He sent to them.  You see the old cartoon where the man was seated on the steps of the church and another man came up and asked what the problem was and the man said "they kicked me out of their church" then the other man says "I have been trying to get in there for years and they won't let me in there either."  Then the man on the steps looks up to see the man he is talking to is Jesus.

Did you marry the women of religion or did you marry the free spirit of God?

I was also looking for my soul mate and during that time nearly married the daughter of the women who was threatening my life in the Southern Baptist church.  I was not only trying to find my own church home I was trying to find my own mate and on both counts that was God's business not mine.  My problem was back then I was having a hard time trusting God with my affairs.  When all that went down the drain and God explained to me that it wasn't up to me I put everything on the alter and gave it to Him.  I said "God you find me a mate or I just won't have one."  A week did not pass until this other girl's best friend showed up at my C.B. shop to see me.  This is the girl who then became my soul mate and wife of 22+ years.  I nearly married the girl of bondage, the girl of religion who offered salvation but couldn't deliver it.  Then to see God had a girl for me born not of religion but of a free spirit and this entire set of events held a direct message to me from God for my life.

My entire life God has sent me messages like this now and then but normally people fail to see the messages that come to them from God especially messages like this one.  His life was an example, a direct message to His people.  His children are no different and their lives are living messages intended for them to read and to understand.  The people of religion like to argue with me and tell me what Jesus did and what Mary did and that's fine, but what did they do?  What are they doing?  God told someone something, etc and so-forth yes that's fine but what did God tell them?  Don't waste your time or mine telling me what Jesus, Mary, Paul and Peter did, I know what they did what are you doing and what has and what is God doing in your life now?  Of course certain things God has instructed me about and methods He has used to teach me certain things are very much unique to me.  Until I understood the full meaning of seeing a red headed person my my dreams God was sending red headed people at me from all directions.  Those who weren't trying to kill me for one thing or another were hurting, cheating on or lying to someone else for one reason or another.  Some of those red heads were witches working for the devil and trying to kill me.  It might sound funny to some but believe me there's nothing funny about it when God wants to get a message to someone who isn't listening close enough.  Now that I understand that message hopefully I won't have to go through any more ordeals like that.  Seeing red headed people in my dreams means trouble is on the way but that doesn't really mean that all people with red hair are bad people now does it?

What Happen to the Girl of Religion?

I married the girl God sent me to and we allowed God to direct us to the city and to the job she was to have after she graduated collage.  The girl of religion who I might have married went to a Southern Baptist collage, went out drinking one day with her new boyfriend from the collage.  They were drunk, ran the car into a ditch, rolled it over and broke her neck.  She's dead now and returned from the grave one night to tell me where she ended up and why.  If God hid a message in this what is it?  That spirits of religion lead to death?  That Southern Baptists are not as saved as they would like to think they are?  Just like the people with red hair God had His reasons to teach me as He did.  Just as I don't think all red headed people are bad I personally don't think that all Southern Baptists are as lost as some of them are but here's what happened.

I was in a very powerful night vision literally in the spirit in that place in real time without many symbols.  I was standing beside a small building that might have been a small church.  Crypes now that I think about it it was just about like the church that girl went to when I knew her in life!  This building was on the edge of a huge smoldering pit with cries of pain that echoed up from the smoke.  Then out of the smoke came a naked figure with deep scars across her body.  Her breasts were cut off, she had burses and marks as if from an awful beating.  She walked right up to me and despite the fact she looked a great deal different I recognized her and called her by her name and asked her what in the world she was doing in this awful place.  She called me by my name and greeted me then we entered this building. Inside it was just one big empty room.  She said "Bryon you were right and we were wrong.  God has allowed me to come back to tell you this."  She told me a few other things then she turned around and walked out the door and returned to the flaming pit.

So God showed me the girl of the spirits of religion end up in the pit where the Rich Man in the story about Lazarus ended up.  She wasn't saved in life but she thought she was and this is where she ended up.  But I was cursed by her mother and family because I caused her to doubt her salvation that didn't exist.  She would have been better off had she listened to me and believed that God had sent me to help her but she listened to her mother and ended up not only dead but in the flaming pit.  Her next stop isn't going to be any better either and eternity is not just a long, long time, it is a place literally without time.

God doesn't want these people of religion to end up in the pit or in hell, He wants them to wake up and get with the program.  He wants them to throw their religion on the alter and accept the Holy Spirit and their salvation for real.  Then he wants them to convert their churches from houses of religion to houses of God.

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