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Albuquerque, NM 1992
I took the family on vacation, my wife Dawn, daughter's Laura (5) and Kristy (3).  We went out through Denver, CO where I bought a new Ham radio HT.  We made the rounds through the country and on our way back our engine made some bad sounds 3 miles out of Albuquerque.  Dawn pulled the car over on the side of the road and I knew from the sounds from the engine we needed a wrecker.

We had a big sign that said "Call the Police" and we took turns holding it and trying to flag someone down.  The traffic never slowed and in several hours in the desert heat we never saw one police car!  My wife and I finally got tired of holding the sign and realized we were going to have to seek help somewhere else.  It was evident that our faith in American humanity doing the right thing and helping us was misplaced.  At this point I said a short prayer asking God to send someone to help us.

Concerned for the safety of my family and not knowing exactly how far it was into Albuquerque I began contemplating using the HAM radio I had bought to call for help.  Even though I didn't have my license yet I was ready to take my test and was aware that if someone's life is in danger you can legally use any radio to call for help.  I checked my Ham repeater "blue book" and located a HAM repeater frequency near Albuquerque.  I set the offsets and listened to some HAMs chatting for a bit.  Just as I was about to make the call I heard tires squealing past us.  A car pulled over violently in front of us.  A man ran from the car to ask us if he could help.   He looked surprised, almost in shock as he spoke.

He helped us get to a gas station 3 miles down the road and waited as we spoke to the people inside.  I came back out and offered him a $20 and thanked him for stopping.  He refused to take my money.  I insisted that we had been there for hours and not one other person had offered to help us. 

He said "That's all right, you wouldn't believe me if I told you." 

"Try me."  I said.

"As I was passing you God spoke to me and said pull over and help those people right now!"  He said with a nod.

I nodded likewise and responded.  "It figures, if we were going to get help in this God forsaken place it would be God Himself who would send it."

"Who in the world are you anyway?"  The man asked, wondering who was so important that God would speak on our behalf.

"I'm just a man with my family.  We stood out there for a long time on the highway and no one would help us so I asked God to send someone and I guess He did."  I answered.

The man nodded waved goodbye, got back into his car and left.

It's one thing when a person says a prayer and asks God for help.  It's another thing when God actually sends help.

It's still another thing when God speaks verbally so that someone else can hear His voice.  My point is that if God can speak to me, as He has in the past He can speak to anyone.  When people say God doesn't speak to people anymore what they are really saying is God has never spoken to them like that.

So I can say yes God actually spoke to me same as anyone talking, but more impressive.  And it's my word that it happened and there is no real evidence it actually did happen.  But when God speaks to someone else on your behalf and they hear him driving down the road and pull over to help someone then God wasn't speaking to me, He was speaking to someone else about me.

So when I tell people God can and will speak to people I am speaking from my own experience.  Believe it.
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People In General - Family - Forgiveness - Mental Illness - Etc.
Growing up in a haunted house and being taught there were no ghosts only demons I soon learned young that my teachers who I looked up to who should have known better didn't have a clue and that included my mom and dad.

I looked up to my brother like he was so awesome, that's what I wanted to believe so that's how I saw him despite the fact he was a bully.  You mess with brother and you get the bull's horns and it doesn't make any difference if he's the one in the wrong or not, and he usually was.

I witnessed quite a lot of things brother did that I don't like to think about let alone mention to others.  I knew from early on that he had something bad in him but not knowing what and unable to do anything about it I did my best to forget about it and overlook the evil he did to others.

I've loved brother despite all the bad things I know and saw him do and looked up to him nearly all my life.  He was my hero, flawed and cracked but still he was my brother and to me he was awesome.

People are people and they tend to find evidence to believe what they choose to believe in.  God doesn't work like that.  When God wants me to write an object lesson on these pages He sends something at me or allows something to happen that pressures me into writing.  To do that effectively I must call on the Holy Spirit to guide my fingers to type the right words.  If I write something that's not quite what God wanted the Holy Spirit sends me dreams the very next night to show me that I messed up.  That's what happened last night so I'm here first thing this morning to fix this segment of this page.

The most powerful lessons are the ones that hit home and cause a kind of awakening in one's soul.  It causes people to realize they have chosen to believe something that isn't true just because that's what they wanted to believe.

We want to believe that preachers are sent by God but the truth is Jesus warned us about the wolves in sheep's clothing and that's exactly the kind of thing we find in real life.  People who are preachers and shouldn't be.  If you knew all the evil they had done you wouldn't listen to them follow them or believe anything they say.  Some of them should be in jail for the wicked things they do but they are still out there fleecing the members of their churches in the name of God when God didn't send them to do what they are doing.

Let's face it the bible tells us that many are called but few of chosen and I've seen people who were called and not chosen who earnestly went to work doing favors for God.  Meaning they read the bible and do things they think God wants them to do without having or listening to the Holy Spirit to guide them.  In God's own words to me He said "Don't do me any favors."  He was making reference to those people who think they are working for Him when they aren't hearing anything He's saying to them.  He let me know He doesn't want me to be like them.

God sent me a powerful night vision and this one also had a female angel in it which is rare.  Symbolic females in dreams are often things humans put their efforts into.  But the Church, Wisdom, Compassion and all of their sisters are of course female.  In this dream it was winter and there was a log house in the woods and the fire was burning in an old pot bellied stove in the living room.  There was the woman standing there in the room and she pointed at a dresser drawers that had three drawers in it and one by one I pulled them out to see the names on the books.  Each one ending with the name "Smith."  When I pulled the bottom drawer out I saw William Henry Smith which I recognized as my great great grandpa.  To the right was John William Smith my grandpa and to the right the last book in the case was Bryon Earl Smith.

I didn't see dad's name or brother's in that case.  I grabbed up my book and began to read and saw it was my life's story and when I realized it I quickly turned to the last pages upon which the woman / angel took my book and put it back into the case closing the drawer.  I realized that case contained the books from the Smith family, my family who had been chosen by God for His purpose.

Brother and I were both called and both of us having different skills but brother refused God's call and believe me God had been watching us our entire lives.  After a series of misfortunes and one that nearly killed him he had a lot of time to pray about it and decided he must fill that calling to train missionary pilots for God's business.  It's happened before, just ask Jonah.  It may be the only way for someone who's been cursed to find some peace.

Jonah was a prophet and brother is a flight instructor and preacher.  That means his skill at understanding spiritual things isn't the best but he tries, you must give him credit.  Anyone who can read the bible and quote scriptures is qualified to be a preacher.  Good teachers of spiritual things are very rare and difficult to find.  My calling as you may have read or figured out by now was to teach the higher levels or more elite of God.  To teach preachers to become teachers.  To help those with special gifts find their way to use those gifts for the bettering of the Kingdom of God.

The calling of God is as mentioned on this site and described by God in Numbers 12:6.  That's how God called me.  Prophets receive very impressive visits from angels now and then when it suits the purpose of God.  In one of those special waking visits from an angel I was called by name and given a title.  That's how God does it.  If it happens any other way it is not from God.

God doesn't always come right out and explain it in detail but will give the elements of the communication and let the prophet figure out what God said.  Some of these things hang in my mind until my mind is able to realize what God was trying to explain to me.  Why did He show me the dresser drawer full of books?  The answer isn't that complicated.  He was showing me that at least 9 of the male Smiths from our family line had been called by God and chosen.  They were grouped into the same category (one dresser three drawers three books to a drawer.)  He was also indicating that dad and brother were called but not chosen for some reason.

The Holy Spirit warned me before dad died "the bad thing is coming" but did not explain exactly what the bad thing was right away.  Then I began seeing that God was not pleased with brother and in fact showed me several dreams telling me that brother and his wife would die soon.  In one of those it showed brother as he was back when he was cocky and in his early 30's and he was insulting everyone in the house letting them know just how awesome he was.  People began moving away from him and finally even Father God turned his back on brother and went to another room where I was waiting with others.

God showed me a funeral where Raymond Moffett and his wife Jo was in a black car in front of the church in pearl with a line of other cars parked in the road while children were marching around in circles in the street.  Then he showed me the polished red granite tombstone with a single vertical shaft with a cross near the top and another near the bottom.  This is a death symbol that shows two deaths one following the other on the same stone on the same time line.  Husbands and wives are often given a single stone for both graves.  This is what God showed me.  Brother lives near a red granite quarry where they make the red tombstones.

One of the last I was in a C-150 with brother and we were high over a city and the clouds were below us but we could see through them.  The ground looked white and didn't seem right.  He said he had to find the runway and when we came down through the clouds we passed a huge building and saw a short small green grass runway surrounded by snow and ice all over the ground.  Brother turned toward the airport and said "I've got to make it."  But the airplane settled down on a fence of foxtail grass and slid on the ice to a white building where it stopped.  Brother was oblivious to me and I waved my hand in front of him and he didn't respond.  He got out went into the building where he sat upon a concrete floor trembling like someone who had just had a stroke.  A woman came out who had to do with flight instruction and asked me to take her on to that runway brother was trying to get to.  I said I would try.  We got into the airplane and now the road we had ended up on was a one lane road still covered in snow and ice.  I went toward the far end and saw two buck deer run into a yard on the left and turned into big dogs.  I turned around and took off between the power lines and the fence and was heading toward the grass runway when the dream ended.  This is another dream speaking about brother and the woman represents CWW.  It's saying that brother has unfinished business that needs to be finished but likely he won't make it and will need to ask someone else to finish what he started.

Brother has done a lot of wicked things in his life that he got away with because someone let him.  We all have our demons to deal with in life.  We all make mistakes in action words and judgment.  I screw up a page segment and God tells me in the night visions that ascended people are watching and they don't like what they see.  My shoes are mismatched and don't fit right and they want me to fix it, so here I am.

While asking God about that I suddenly recalled the dresser draw dream and realized brother's name was not listed among that set of books, and that has a certain important meaning.  It doesn't mean brother isn't saved, it just means he's not in the same category as others in his family who were called and chosen for what ever work is represented by the dresser drawers.

Several times God has given me the opportunity to help brother and his wife but despite my warnings of certain things they refused to listen.  If Sara had listened to me back when they lived in Mountain View when I told her not to drink Diet Coke because it had poison in it she wouldn't have gotten Aspartame poising, fibromyalgia and seizures  she would be much better now.  If brother had listened his health would be better now and I suspect he wouldn't have lost the use of his left eye.  Both of them think they are better people than they are and this is why God is upset with them.  No God didn't create the entire cosmoses all the animals and Adam and Eve in six days.  Those are six ages and they are only relative to our particular timeset.

There are two creation stories in the book of Genesis and God did not tell those to Moses he told them to Enoch.  Moses had some of Enoch's writings and therefore rewrote a short version of that which is in the book of Genesis.  Moses was not there for the flood and all the things that followed until we get to Egypt and after the creation of Avaris city of the Hycsos.  The descendents of Abraham built it upon the land Abraham owned in Egypt.  Preachers in general do not comprehend these things.

I'm not going to dwell on faults and details of particular people but offered considerations to think about.

A man walked into a bank for a loan and asked the loan agent for $6000.  The loan agent said "Sure but you must pay it back in 6 months."  The man said "Ok, I will providing I make a profit on the money."  Does the loan agent give the man the loan or not?  Would you?

You can't say family is more important when you hold all the cards and won't sacrifice something where it should go.  Only those who make the sacrifice can admit their heart is in the right place and that family is more important than material things.

God asked Abraham to sacrifice Isaac to prove he loved God more than his own family.  Many people don't understand that test at all and say they couldn't worship a God who would ever ask such a thing.  I guess they aren't in the same class as Abraham are they?  Of course not, no man in their "right mind" would ever do that would they, but Abraham did and God had a reason for all of it.  He didn't have to kill his son to get God's favor.  God knew exactly what would happen.  Then provided the sacrifice for them.  Now remember that God had visits with Abraham and even ate with him, spoke with him through the angel and Abraham knew God better than anyone else at that time.  They weren't just man and God they were friends.  How many of us can say that?  I think Abraham knew God wouldn't take the promised son from him and he had faith God would not allow it.  He knew because God never ever went back on a promise to him.  He said he would have a son and he did against all odds.  He said his descendents would populate the earth and inhabit the land as far as the eye could see, and they did.  If he had allowed Abraham to kill the promised son then all of those things would be a lie and Abraham knew God was no liar.

I can forgive him for being how he is because I realize he's been fighting his demon all of his life and his mind is not right from the beginning and the airplane crash caused bleeding on the brain which causes memory loss and the onset of dementia as much as 20 years in advance.  I can forgive but I can't forget and do not fall for the same things more than two or three times.  You can't serve two masters.  You will love the one and hate the other.  You can't have all the things and say you love God and family to, because one or the other is a lie.  It says so in that same bible.

Some people don't know right from wrong because their moral compass is messed up.  Their ideas of right and wrong are different.  They don't have to pay the money back if they don't make money, even if they promised they would.  If they don't make money they are justified in their own mind to break their word. If their word is broken and no good then the person making the deal is also broken and no good.  Gina and I have been kind giving forgiving people all of our lives.  We have certainly given more than we have received and did so in faith and good trust.  Don't make the mistakes we have made by allowing love for someone to blind your judgment or skew your perception of truth and reality.

Brother and sister-inlaw are in very bad health and it breaks my heart that all of our efforts to help them have been in vain.  In all my jobs for God there are certain rules that I must follow and one of those rules is when someone continually does not listen to what God is telling them sooner or later they receive their last chance.  There's no point beating a dead horse so to speak and I must move on to someone else who wants help.  Only those who want help can receive it.  Those who think they are well will not go to the doctor to have him help them.  Jesus said "leave them alone, they are blind guides."

Dad was not saved and yet he was called but not chosen.  He was an elder at the Christian church in Pearl and the church bus driver for a long time.  When mom died she returned to me glowing with the glory of the Lord and told me dad was not saved and that I had to go tell him that he wasn't saved and that God, the devil, Heaven and Hell were all real.  He laughed at me and told me I was out of my mind.  It was clear he did not believe and said mom couldn't have returned to tell me that.  Three times she had me tell him and the fourth she came back and said his blood is not on my hands.  She released me from the deal.  The point is of course that people can be called and not chosen, can think they are saved when they aren't and it's all bad and very sad.  When dad died mom returned again to tell me he was still down here with his mind a mess and unable to speak but he was furious with someone wearing a tall funny looking hat who parked his car in the road and stood inside the bank waiting to steal money that dad intended for someone else.  I can tell you who that man is with the sillily hat but you might just as well guess.  The hat of course represents the thoughts in the mind of the man wearing the hat.  It was a silly tall hat that looks like a chimney sweeper hat in old London.  It means the man has high thinking and silly thoughts.
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